
You can pretend and it basically feels the same. I will sit down and close my eyes and for the 71 minute train ride to work. Like a meditation in my own world that is also reality but blank/darkness. You won’t know anyone looked at you. I have to conflicting views than society 1. Caring what other people think about you meets my definition of stupidity 2. Perception is NOT reality. Perception only exists in someone’s mind, without communication they take it to the casket.