
As a kid I’d have to look in the mirror 4 times every time I passed it. Once I thought I didn’t do it right so I started freaking out and my grandpa took my mirror out of my room. But I thought if he did that, a demon would come out of the mirror and kill me. I had a full blown meltdown and got the mirror back. This still happens at times but my ocd has gotten a lot better. Everything I did was in sets of 4, it was just so bad
My mother has OCD, and while it is mild, it is also diagnosed OCD, and I hate when people say things like this. My mother will freak out if anything that she’s put anywhere isn’t exactly where it was before and will randomly on a Tuesday be like: “This thing I put here is now pissing me off. It needs to be somewhere new or I will kill someone about it.” And she’ll spend the next 2 hours rearranging the kitchen. You ask her why everything’s different and she’ll go: “It’s always been like this”
to be fair it’s always existed but i blame the uptick in social media, because a lot of posts boil it down a lot even in people who have it, which like if someone wants to make a funny post idc but when a lot of ppl regularly refuse to acknowledge the shitty parts of disorders it leads to this. disorders are disorders FOR A REASON it’s not just a quirk or the silly moments.
wait this is so similar to mine. i had a long period of time where i had to smile in every mirror i passed because my brain convinced me bloody mary or smth would kill me if i didnt. i also used to do things in multiples of 4, then it became 4 + 1 extra, and now i have to do almost everything 5 times