
Yeah I mean I learned a lot of bad habits, unhealthy coping mechanisms, and spent my most formative years seeing the terrible example my parents set for me. Plus some of it seemed normal/deserved even if it hurt me or for the worst stuff it felt like I had no escape anyways so no point in learning better. Anything good about me I learned through media and at school. But now I’m disowned and broke/homeless, so it’s hard to handle anything