
i have adhd and this is me too!! i went undiagnosed until last october and now i've just started my 2nd sem of college. as a kid i was "gifted" and even got so many opportunities as a result and now i'm somehow in my uni's honour's college and literally miserable daily due to the structure of everything like i got a d- in calc last sem and even tho i did ok otherwise im just constantly getting put thru the ringer. like u said being "exceptional" and below average (in my case inept with the ++
++ structures and stresses of college that all require management) is so fucking weird its like ur both seen as a god and a speck of dirt 😵💫😵💫 when i say im in the honours college ppl go "u must be so smart!" and in my head im like i had a decent hs gpa and bs'd my hc app letter in 30 mins at 1:30am like idk how i fucking got here and now im just so burnt out after doing so much with hs that i still have a course from last sem incomplete bc i couldnt finish a fucking essay and luckily ++