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My autism either makes me an academic weapon or an academic failure and there is no in between. It is so weird to somehow be exceptional and below average at the same time.
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Anonymous 2w

I have like 1 hour of locking in time before my brain power is depleted and i just wanna doomscroll

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Anonymous 2w

I was an academic weapon in high school when they put me in basic courses even though theyd always talk about how smart I was. In college i aint had the same kind of success

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Anonymous 2w

Probably just how good your support system is and it varies so you do too

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Anonymous 1w

What they don't tell you is that this happens because society's metric of success is based on how well you can fit into an arbitrary set of boxes, most of which were not designed with neurodiversity in mind...

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Anonymous 2w

i have adhd and this is me too!! i went undiagnosed until last october and now i've just started my 2nd sem of college. as a kid i was "gifted" and even got so many opportunities as a result and now i'm somehow in my uni's honour's college and literally miserable daily due to the structure of everything like i got a d- in calc last sem and even tho i did ok otherwise im just constantly getting put thru the ringer. like u said being "exceptional" and below average (in my case inept with the ++

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Anonymous 1w

I’ve never heard somebody describe this feeling and I love it so much. Thank you 🥹

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Anonymous 1w

Once drank a small cup of coffee and remembered years of programming, just to quite literally have it turn to shit an hour later

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Anonymous 1w

This guy gets it

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Anonymous 1w

just lock in bozo

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Anonymous replying to -> #4 2w

++ structures and stresses of college that all require management) is so fucking weird its like ur both seen as a god and a speck of dirt 😵‍💫😵‍💫 when i say im in the honours college ppl go "u must be so smart!" and in my head im like i had a decent hs gpa and bs'd my hc app letter in 30 mins at 1:30am like idk how i fucking got here and now im just so burnt out after doing so much with hs that i still have a course from last sem incomplete bc i couldnt finish a fucking essay and luckily ++

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Anonymous replying to -> #4 2w

++ the prof likes me 🗿🗿

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