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I am so afraid people think that I am genuinely stupid. I feel like an idiot so often, especially when I have difficulty getting my words out properly. I have a group of friends who i just know look down on me a bit. I love them but it bothers me a lot.
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Anonymous 4w

I always feel like i have to PROVE I’m not just fumbling around in the dark. I am getting a degree in environmental science and plan on getting my masters. I am a registered EMT and want to become a paramedic and maybe flight medic. I have been thinking about maybe going to med school instead but I know that that much school might make me loose my mind. The more I talk to my friends and feel them treating me like I am stupid the more i want to try med school just so I can PROVE that I can, even

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 4w

If it would end with me miserable. I never feel like I am doing ENOUGH. They don’t know they hurt me and I dont know if they recognize that they treat me differently and none of this is actually their fault. I just can’t take the IDEA that they might see me as stupid.

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