
Idk about “chud”, that seems a little harsh but yeah I kinda get you. but instead of feeling like I’m dong conversations completely “WRONG” I just feel like I’m either invisible or misunderstood somewhat like I leave people kinda confused or like they slightly misinterpret what I say and they don’t really know what to think of me. But this is usually just when convos dip just below surface level
I remember being in a now ex friend group about 4-5 years ago and this one girl was bragging about how strong her synesthesia was and she could name a vibe or scent or something oddly specific for EVERYONE at the table EXCEPT me ofc… she was just kinda like “idk what to make of you”. I was almost offended by that, but looking back now I think it fits my favorite aesthetic (Weirdcore) and the fact that I’m PROBABLY neurodivergent (I’m almost positive I have undiagnosed autism)