Yes. I’ll flee situations, sometimes hit myself, fixate on thinking about whatever went wrong even if it can’t be solved so I basically torture myself bc my brain is in denial and with that comes shutdown and inability to do anything

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Socially yes. It’s like I want to feel like a victim so hard I act totally psychotic

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I came back to this post bc it’s nice to talk about this. Anyone else fixate on whatever went wrong even if there’s no solution, as though if you think about it hard enough an angel will come down from heaven and help you?!? I get this feeling as tho I need to be saved from the immense discomfort I feel

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yeah im not allowed sharp objects because of this hahaha

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Yeah. Really bad right now

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