
no evil alters are not a thing. no i don’t have a secret serial killer side to me. no it’s not that i have built in friends in my head. no alters are not separate people. they’re just fragmented parts of a single identity. they’re incomplete pieces of what i would’ve been that developed differently because of amnesia.
Ahh it’s great to see another system on here! I have OSDD so some of my experiences have been pretty different, but the misinformation on DID/OSDD is such a pain. I’m not very open about it IRL, but sometimes I wish I could be. It’s just such a misunderstood disorder that being open about it is extremely difficult.
yes there’s treatment for it but there’s no cure, and anyone telling you they fixed it on their own is not telling the truth because the treatment takes years of intense professional guidance and even if all the parts fuse into one, they can always split back up again. yes you can still develop new alters later. no they do not just appear from nothing, it’s caused by trauma or stress, there will always be a reason.
+and i’m not against using it as a label for yourself and privately tracking symptoms and such, because it can be helpful to explain things later, but when people get online and act like an expert in it or like there’s no chance they’re wrong about it, it does get… weird for me. i get why it happens, but also tired of 14-17 year olds acting like they’re infallible experts (not at you specifically)
it’s such a complex disorder and i do find it interesting, in part because it helps me understand myself better, but it’s unique for everyone and even the DSM5 is heavily criticized for some of the stuff about it (specifics escape me). i hope we continue to understand more about it in the future.
Like I would love to feel like one complete person actually. I would love to have one concrete set of interests or desires, to recognize myself in the mirror, to not feel like I’m playing a part and the words are coming out wrong. To live in one space at a time instead of many that collide.
right and like, i don’t think someone on the internet owes anyone their trauma or worst moments to “justify” their disorder but i also wish people who post about it regularly would also acknowledge the tough shit with it instead of just the “silly” stuff bc YES ALL OF THAT!!! IT SUCKS SOMETIMES MAN