
Even with no diagnosis, your characteristics are not a personal flaw. The fact that it causes you distress shows that you don’t WANT to have your difficulties, whatever they may be. Procrastinating? If you WANT to do the work and are trying to get yourself to but can’t, then it’s not being lazy. It’s not a flaw. It’s a struggle and whatever the reason that struggle exists, it’s not your fault. I do hope you get your answer tho, having a name to put to it does help with the mental side of things