I legitimately can’t tell if I’m smart atp. It’s so muddied by adhd and trauma and general mental health issues that it feels like I’m operating at 20% my capacity all the time cause I can’t manage to output any more.
They were not fucking kidding about the neurodivergence becoming more difficult to deal with once you get to college
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Anonymous13h
I feel the same exact fucking way…like I skipped two years of elementary school and now my ass can’t even get up to do a paper. Like did I just get a free pass for some reason??
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Anonymous11h
I FEEL YOU. We gotta be besties now
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Anonymous13h
Okay so it isn’t just me. I know I’m not dumb but holy fuck
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Anonymous#113h
Unfortunately having a disability does in fact disable us😭 I seem to forget that sometimes.
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AnonymousOP13h
Yep. I push myself too hard sometimes too which never helps
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Anonymous#113h
Oh yea 100%. That’s partially why I’m in the position I’m in now where I’m not at full capacity compared to beforehand. I burned myself out so hard it kinda fried my brain.
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Anonymous#213h
I used to just be able to get through everything with zero effort and now I can barely manage 12 credits😭