
Warm lines either make me feel worse and leave me dry heave sobbing or feel g so seen and like the world has so much joy and beauty. But I feel so rude. Someone just cut me off every sentence and kept being like “ok can you get to the point of why you’re calling.” Today and I really meekly was like “can you please let me finish.” And they went “ok so if you want that you should just journal.”
I’ve had experiences where instead of like being overly interrupted they were leaving it so open ended or like asking questions that I’d basically already given the answer to when I was talking? Maybe in an attempt to sound like they were listening but it didn’t work idk, and some stuff was just re-triggering to talk about and then have to repeat myself
While that same warm line on Saturday had the kindest person ever who listened to me for an hour and a half and understood me and made my hopeless situation feel possible and gave me so much strength that nothing else at the time could. But like I feel like I’m meant to sit out the people I don’t like so I’m not rude