
Not weird. I’d say pretty typical for late diagnosis, actually. Most people will find that in time they’re able to understand themselves better. The diagnosis didn’t make you different, but I can help you understand and accommodate yourself... but it is also okay to feel upset, and allow yourself time to think about those feelings. When you are ready, I very much recommend looking at educational resources specifically for adult autistic people, and late diagnosis/high masking. You got it.
I was diagnosed at 16 and I let it ruin me, the lady who gave my mom the paper work for diagnosis, apparently it was a load of bull shit, I smoked ALOT of weed in high school so put 2 and 2 together, idk why you were diagnosed but a lot of it was bs to me, good luck, stay true to your self first