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Neurodivergent 2w
i actually wanna die tbh. I keep thinking about all of the stuff my ex would say to me and im like wow he knew I was autistic before I even got diagnosed and manipulated me bc he knew I was naive. he would literally call me a r*tard all the time.
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Anonymous 2w

Like how could I be so stupid and think someone actually liked me for me

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 2w

One person does not define a whole group. You were traumatized by an asshole, and assholes are common- but not everybody is that much of one, and some folks aren’t assholes at all. It’s ok to take time after that happened for yourself to heal, but don’t cut yourself off from humanity eh? Healing also means moving on after however long it takes

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 2w

Thank you for the kind words. I’m trying to heal as best I can, right now im still in the angry phase. I’m not cutting myself away from humanity but maybe “love.” I’m too scared to date anyone again, and it’s been over a year LMAO

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 2w

Take your time. Healing isn’t a race. You got this :)

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 2w

I appreciate you :)

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 2w

i used to feel this exact way and much later i found my husband who is the only person in the world who i can comfortably be 100% myself and stim around 🥲 it gets so much better

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 2w

There are people out there who will accept you for who you are. It’s not stupid at all to look for them. I’m sorry that someone took advantage of that basic human need.

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