
There’s lot of reasons… “why couldn’t it happen sooner” feelings, doubts, feeling selfish. It could even be loyal people who aren’t YOUR people, yknow? Not every friendship is built equal, or it very well could be personal reasons. Spend some time to reflect and don’t jump to conclusions on either end of that spectrum. Be ready to rework some thought processes over time, no use in giving up on yourself. You deserve friendship and fulfillment.