
And I just can’t relate to it at all. And I know that I should be grateful that I’m diagnosed and medicated because I know that a lot of people aren’t. And I am grateful that I have the luxury,but there’s still this yearning; this disconnect that I feel; that I’ll never be truly a person with ADHD because I don’t, I don’t know, struggle? But like I do? Like I don’t focus well in class sometimes, and I fidget. But yeah imposter syndrome with your own disorder is…fun.
I feel it too but for a weirdly different reason. I was diagnosed with adhd as a kid and then the diagnosis was revoked as an adult because my learning disability test said “negative for any signs”. I feel so much that I do have it because I have every symptom under the sun and co-morbid conditions but now I’m totally lost because if that’s not me, wtf is wrong with me?? It’s isolating.