We’ve all been living a lie. They don’t want people to think like us so they pump us full of chemicals to make us stop being ourselves. They’ll psychologically dissect you in therapy until you’re just pieces of a person and mold them into someone else
Dude. This is not about them. It’s about you. Are you feeling okay? Do you need some help to feel normal? Idk who feels safe for you right now but you need to talk to someone. Not about your ideas but how you are feeling physically.