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i’m so fucking tired of living like this. being numb is just my standard. followed by rare bits of a euphoric happiness and often low lows where i wish to unalive myself. i don’t know how much longer i can live like this. all i want is for it to be over.
being home means being around my parents who don't understand my BPD. i'm so mentally and emotionally and physically drained i need a day to recharge tomorrow. to decompress. but my mom needs my help cleaning for guests next week. more in comments.
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Anonymous 1w

i feel like no one truly cares about me. like people talk to me or befriend me out of pity. i’m terrified everyone is gonna leave me like they always do. i feel like a burden t everyone. especially those who let me rant and talk things through with them. i feel so guilty asking for help. everyone would be better off without me

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