i’m so torn between sticking through a tough situation and being brave about it, or removing the main forms of toxicity from my life and going somewhere else, somewhere safer where i can reboot my nervous system and try to get better. idk what to do
i’ll lose a lot if i leave, but it’s not anything that makes me super crazy happy either. there are good times, but i’ve just been too angry for too long. but if i leave, there’s no coming back. and i just don’t want to feel trapped