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i’m so jealous of people who were extremely underweight and then are still naturally thin when recovering from an eating disorder. i hate that i look bigger rather than just healthier
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I was always under 115 but since I’m short I was self conscious about my weight, to the point that I gave myself an ED. I became so malnourished that I would throw up at even the smell of food. I was always in the hospital. had to leave events in an ambulance constantly. I still refused to get better for 2 years. It’s nothing to be jealous of, when your body doesn’t have enough to sustain itself as it actively shuts down. Recovery is a long but worth it journey and I wish you the absolute best.

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