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Mental Health 1w
Frankly I don’t know how I’m as functional as I am. In person conversations come so easy rn, can fake smile and everything, but inside I feel like there is a hole in my chest. Don’t know how I’m making it through this day tbh
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Anonymous 1w

I feel just like this all the time. It’s like I never fully feel a sense of fulfillment talking with anyone else lately. I just zone out during the conversation and always forget what they say anyway since I’m so focused on sounding like I care when in reality, I just don’t feel the motivation to do so. But at the same time, I want to find someone who can understand me and genuinely cares how I am. It’s some some weird paradox.

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 1w

And I hate that this is the mindset I’m in right now…I feel so alone, but at the same time, I’m making choices that are keeping me stuck this way. I hate it. 💔 I just want to be understood, and I hope we get better days soon

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 1w

That’s so real. Just got told I’m borderline crisis by a therapist and fear I may cross that line this weekend. Just tell myself I gotta live laugh loathe my way through it

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 1w

There will be shit days, but the good days really make things just a bit easier. Life is so hard sometimes but keep on pushing fr. If you need someone to talk to or anything my DMs are always open 🙏🏻

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 1w

I appreciate that, but lowkey everytime I talk about it I consider attempting even more, so just gonna live laugh and self loathe my way through this

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