yet another day feeling like the mental illness is getting closer to winning

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i have BPD and i feel the same way, and i am so sorry. it took me years to even be able to distract myself from myself and not feel ‘crazy’ all of the time, and i still have so much progress to go. you will get there and you will find some peace, i promise. you are so loved and im sending all the hugs 🫶🏻

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I yearn for someone to love me and be close to me, but I get so anxious when I have it, I've pretty much decided to deal with the lonliness, which isn't sustainable either but it's more sustainable than crying myself to sleep at night because my girlfriend fell asleep and I can't text her goodnight

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