Hey, I have had a lot of similar thoughts. I lost my dad, girlfriend and childhood pet recently along with having to drop out of school and other things. I ended up taking myself to a mental hospital and it helped in many ways. Please if you can find the time to make that change, it will help.

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I’m such a fucking failure of a human being, I’m always behind on everything I do, I am somehow worse than the average, and I am a fat fucking loser, i don’t deserve good things in my life, i deserve to die

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i hope you continue to stay strong because i feel like this sometimes but work on changing perspective. you could move continents and start a new life too..

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Literal voices?

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