We just hung up to go to bed. I was worried about all the wrong things. I feel like I, idk how to explain it. I could see the toll I took + other things in their life. I feel like they’d be better off never having known me. But idk if i’d be here w/o them
I don't know what i'm feeling right now. I don't think im feeling anything? I just talked to my friend for the first time since tuesday. I hate BPD. I was emotionally dependent on them. Didn't know it was affecting them til the exhaustion hit