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Mental Health 1d
uhhh tw had a sh addiction for like 5 years and i’m a year and 9 months clean and i just can’t stop thinking about it rn. it’s so fucked up but it would make me feel so much better rn. this is the hardest it’s ever been to resist since coming so far
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Anonymous 1d

i crave it like i feel like i need it rn

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Anonymous 1d

have you tried pain simulation? like spiky fidgets? you can get them from amazon or any major retailer really

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 1d

i think the only thing stopping me rn is my cat is in my lap and i don’t wanna move her and it kills me that that’s the only thing holding me back rn

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 1d

idk if it would help because i was never satisfied until i saw certain things and i can’t get that from the spiky stuff. i def still will get one but maybe i need to get sharpies again too

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 11h

like you need to see the damage? that makes sense. hope you’re still maintaining that clean streak ❤️

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 10h

yeah i used to have red sharpies to draw it when i was still working on stopping cuz it would like simulate it

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 10h

u should definitely continue that

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