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i’m not with my family for the holidays, hell i’m not even in my home state rn. i’m doing service work and i can genuinely see myself isolating more and more over the last month or so. i’m so drained and homesick. my housemates take it personal too
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Anonymous 4d

when it’s not even about them. i’m sorry that hanging out with yall every waking moment is not on my to do list. i’d rather lay in bed with my headphones until it’s time to work and sleep my free time away cause i don’t even wanna be here. i wanna be home. and i hate that i feel that way but hate it even more that i can’t even safely express that

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Anonymous 4d

Fuck what your housemates feel about it, this is YOUR struggle and only your’s to have feelings about. It such the opposite of helpful when people complain about a situation you’re also unhappy about, but you can’t change it

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 4d

thank you for your comment. holidays have been hard for me anyways cause i lost my mom a few years ago. i try to keep living and pressing on but sometimes, i just want to be alone & i don’t wanna become most hated for it. ur right about that reaction not being helpful in the slightest cause im already not that social to begin with, at least notice my withdrawing as a symptom of something deeper if you truly care and not as a sign to dog pile like im doing it with ill intent

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