i wish i had the balls to just go. been suicidal in different intensities since i was 10 years old. i’m 24 now and while ive managed to do “a lot” i still feel the same. hanging in there has done absolutely nothing but shown me how my mind won’t change
I’ve been trying to build up the confidence lately because it’s only a matter of time before I’m homeless and out of insulin. So I have to in a way get in front of things but it’s overwhelming