i wish i had the balls to just go. been suicidal in different intensities since i was 10 years old. i’m 24 now and while ive managed to do “a lot” i still feel the same. hanging in there has done absolutely nothing but shown me how my mind won’t change
I think im the same but im not strong enough to do it my hands shake and I can’t pick up the knife or start the car or climb the stairs, im just stuck here and I can’t do it
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Anonymous1w
I’ve been trying to build up the confidence lately because it’s only a matter of time before I’m homeless and out of insulin. So I have to in a way get in front of things but it’s overwhelming