I'm not in such a crisis as I was when I made this post and was just made aware that this post could come off super manipulative without more context. I 100% know how unhealthy it is to say "I can't improve without her." I would never tell her that. I have issues with codependency and I'm in therapy, so l understand why she requested the break; I'm too attached to her. But it still really hurts and my brain goes into panic mode when I perceive abandonment, which is where the post came from.

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