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Mental Health 22h
it’s so frustrating when i open up and say that im not okay and it’s not acknowledged. like i know they heard me but i don’t think they understand how bad it is. and i can’t fully tell them what’s wrong bc they’ll take me back to the hospital
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Anonymous 21h

Sounds like it’s more that you don’t want the treatment you might have had before. Are there other options/programs you would be open to. People will know only what you tell them and you sound guarded. And you are likely right that they don’t understand or maybe don’t know how to respond. What is it that you really want?

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 17h

i want them to fucking look at me and tell me that they know i’m not okay. it’s always about other people and how i should treat them different when they’re upset but when im upset i get yelled at. and i want to scream at them that im in fucking pain and (tw) two months ago i was lying on the floor with my wrists cut open and they don’t even care. they fucking saw me on the floor bleeding and they didn’t care.

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 17h

I hear you are looking to them for support and they are unable to be that support. It might be complicated for them, but your concern is for your mental health. It sounds like professional support is a solid place to start. Is that something you are willing to look into? Sometimes we have to be our own besties and speak up for our needs. Thankfully, if you’re still a student resources are free for counseling. It’s on the back of your ID. Sounds like you have been in a dark place for a while.

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