
I wish I didn’t care but the truth is that no matter where I turn, what I do, where I be, there are couples out there and seeing them together vibing and thriving feels like throwing pointed darts at my face. And it just sucks. It sucks a lot. I feel mentally claustrophobic and sad as heck.
Hey man, there’s no need to rush this shit. I can’t find anyone I’m interested in in college who seems to want me and that’s life, more difficulty just makes the end reward sweeter. In the meantime work on yourself, build and maintain self care routines, and try something new like a hairstyle or a fit. If you refine yourself others will see it too and that may pay off quicker than you’d expect but who am I to speak I’m 0 for 2 on relationships so take my advice with a grain of salt.