Eating disorder TW:
I kinda want to kill myself right now. I think about it daily. I feel like I am being dramatic. I can’t motivate myself to do schoolwork. I’m failing half my classes. I purge everyday. I just don’t want to be alive. I’m scared.
I cry everyday. I really want to do it but may e it would just be better to sleep. I just want to sleep off every day of fall break but I have homework.
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Anonymous4w
I don’t feel like in have friends on campus close enough to call. I have been talking with the counseling center for the ED stuff but I don’t want them to hospitalize me for the suicidal thoughts so I always tell them no.
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Anonymous4w
I feel bad for lying because I’ve been having these thoughts on and off every day. I should do some schoolwork but I can never focus anymore.