
i feel like my happiness comes at an even bigger cost and I just can't take it anymore. im just a big foil for bad energy and i've just come to accept that. I just can't take all this pain anymore. i set my expiration date for the end of this year, depending on if things continue to get worse. all i want is peace. why is that so hard to obtain
What you’re going through is hard. And it is totally valid to feel that way. I struggle to with mental health due to past trauma. It is not easy. Don’t act on those thoughts, go to a hospital call 988 go get help, you need it and you’ll thank yourself later. Ur life is worth so much more than this and it will pass. You are stronger than this, you made it through that, you can make it through this. And remember people care about you ur not alone in this.