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Mental Health 3w
i’m a guy with bpd. the thing that gets me the most, that will be the death of me one day if the loneliness that is so powerful, it physically hurts. i struggle so bad to sleep unless i can be otp with a close friend (girls at that- feel safer) to feel
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Anonymous 3w

their presence even if that means not talking and just knowing they’re with me and i’m not alone

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 3w

and there’s one friend i rely on above the rest, and i carry so much baggage, i know how exhausting i can be. i’ve grown to love her so fast and care so deeply for her. she eases all my pain without even having to try. i want to help ease all her worries and fears but distance. nothing feels worth it without her

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 3w

i just make things worse for everyone. i’m so dependent on people for help. no medication helps, therapy barely helps. nothing helps. i’m never going to stop feeling this way

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 3w

i genuinely worry i’ll never be happy. i haven’t felt this way for anyone since my long term gf and i split 2+ years ago. she heals me in so many ways everyday. my parents hate me. my friends easily replace me. i’m done.

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 3w

she’s been my best friend lately. i feel like i ruined everything like i always do. i keep feeling like i ruined everything. i feel like something horrible is gonna happen soon

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