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Mental Health 5w
how do you find a reason to keep living beyond not wanting to subject everyone else to the consequences of the ultimate act of selfishness
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Anonymous 5w

who’s to know what death is, it’s scary having to find out and not be able to go back if you don’t like it.

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Anonymous 5w

curiosity about what might happen next and spite mostly

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Anonymous 5w

part of me wants to stay alive because the thought of dying frightens me. in my primal brain i don’t want to die. it makes me sick. but another part of me can’t stop thinking about it and they keep fighting each other

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 5w

i feel terribly inadequate for the world as it is. if i could just stop and become a better person for a while and then continue with school, or something…

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 5w

and my mindset has bled into my actions. for years i’ve thought, i won’t make it to (x) years old, so i should just try to feel okay right now until i die somehow. but i didn’t manage to die of freak natural causes and now i’m stuck like this. man i dunno.

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 4w

spite is good

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