i literally want to self h💪🏾 when people are mad at me. like i just want to fix it immediately and if i can't or im getting the silent treatment i literally don't know what else to do with myself. i always think im maturing and then i fuck up again.
Sounds like you’re beating the crap out of yourself and that’s only going to make it worse
People have a right to be mad but they don’t have a right to make you suffer