
Quigonjinnuinely you might have processing to do, you’re going to have to confront your demons in a method your mind understands as processing, big dog. Try writing down the thoughts that bother you when you have them, ask yourself if they’re rational or irrational, and if they’re worth your time thinking about. If they aren’t, then burn the paper. Remember the Force is with you, young Padawan.
I take hydroxyzine for panic attacks and sleep. It basically relaxes your mind and can make you sleepy. It feels peaceful especially for the first few times. However it makes me unable to focus during the day and does stop working as well pretty quickly. I’d recommend talking to mental health professional who can prescribe stuff about it though