I’m glad i’m not draining them worrying about me anymore or having to settle my emotions. But I miss all the good stuff and it was something I cherished so much. It really hurts that some great things for both of us went away in a matter of hours
It sucks realizing that drama that happened really affected us much more than I thought. But I’m more determined to remain friends so I’m prepared to wait long as needed which is wild to me that I can do that. I used to be emotionally dependent on them