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sometime late december/january, i will take my life. i have it all set up. once i cant afford rent here anymore, it’s over. it’s a shame, because i did have some things i wanted to do. but i can’t go back to live with my mom. and i’m too disabled to work.
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Anonymous 5w

Please don’t!! I promise you that things won’t be like this forever. You have so many people that will love you and you haven’t even met them yet. Your most favorite days and memories haven’t been made yet. I can’t imagine what you’re going through and I bet it’s been so hard, but please know that you are loved, even if you don’t feel it

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 5w

it has been my whole life unfortunately :( i’m so tired of living. i’ve had so many suicide attempts. i do know i’m loved, and that makes it hurt more, but i can’t keep doing this. i can’t work, but i need money to live. so i have two options: live with my abusive mom in a house that stores all my traumatic memories in (i will kms in that situation), or be homeless. i can’t take either. the only other option is applying for disability pay, but that takes a year minimum to get approved

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 5w

I get you, i’m homeless myself and on campus living has been a Godsend! If you can, try looking at ways you can stay on your campus or research places that may be able to get you some help! You can even ask ChatGPT for help in finding specific resources. But please don’t give up just yet!! Even though I don’t know you, i’d love to see your thrive!! Stay strong stranger!! 🫂

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 5w

i already graduated and on-campus living is even more expensive than off-campus at the uni i went to anyway. it’s part of what i’m gonna be paying off in student loans till the end of my time. i’m so exhausted and i don’t want to live. my life is miserable and i’ve been burnt out and traumatized since i was a baby and i’m tired of fighting it. i already had my SNAP revoked so i have barely any food now too :/ it’s miserable and i’m done with it all

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 5w

i’m so sorry to hear that pookie ☹️ i wish i could just give you a hug!! i truly hope you find a reason to stay ☹️🫰

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