Issue is that I wanna end it but I know I’m not in “danger” cause I never would. I used to think it was because I was too much of a pussy. Now I’m pretty sure it’s because I just want to die, but I know that killing myself doesn’t solve anything. Idk.
I think I get you, you want things to get better but don’t really know the path for your specific case I have been working a lot on myself but haven’t really found what makes me genuinely happy besides family and friends