and furthermore; i feel like just dont respect me. like at all. why is everything i do and think and say and believe wrong? how come whenever i do things my own way (and NOT conforming to what they want me to do), im being a doormat. i dont fucking get it. they told me to stop letting people steamroll over me and now theyre like “hey >:( why cant i steamroll over you >:(“. like oh my bad. i didnt realize you were the exception.

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is it too much to ask to want some acknowledgment as an adult who handles nuanced situations with a bit of nuance? why am i not allowed to vent the same way theyre allowed to? sometimes i think theyre being fucking stupid when they vent abt a problem they have but i at least let them finish their thought before i give my two cents. and i manage to tell them what i think without shitting all over them! is it really too hard to do the same for me?

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