it’s this sick like you need to throw up feeling but in your chest. and i want to cry but i can’t and i have so much to tomorrow im so overwhelmed im so anxious and i can’t deal with that all alone
oh i am very much not ok. emptiness and loneliness hitting hard. can physically feel them. none of my girl friends (nurturing presence/i feel safe as a guy) are up. i need to feel someone’s presence otp, hear a voice. i hate this feeling. i can’t do it