Anonymous #3 13h

You need to remember that god makes you suffer so u can be stronger

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Anonymous deadshot.the.legend 13h

When though? Like I’ve had enough of the weak shit. How tf am I supposed to get stronger when the source of pain is my own mother

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Anonymous #3 12h

Then you need to limit your exposure to her it’s hard to do but sometimes it’s for the best I have cut out people who have brought me down and was negative

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Anonymous deadshot.the.legend 12h

You sound like my dad. He suggested the same thing. I don’t think he realizes if I croaked today I wouldn’t want to be brought back. I’m ok with just letting go of everything just to make it stop

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Anonymous #3 12h

I’m ngl, i cut my dad off because of his behavior. it did make my life better in a lot of ways, even though i can’t handle the pressure anymore lol

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Anonymous #3 12h

You have so much to live for you are worth it keep fighting it will all be worth it

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Anonymous OP 12h

I’m not strong enough for that. Like emotionally and mentally idk that I could

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Anonymous deadshot.the.legend 12h

Well it better hurry up and be worth it bc if I get given a DNR I’m signing it then taking the rest of my meds and pulling the plug

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Anonymous #3 12h

Don’t pull the plug man you got this bro stay strong

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Anonymous #3 12h

You are a legend act like it

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Anonymous deadshot.the.legend 12h

My dad cut me off for a year and I went into the worst depressive episode I’ve ever been in. My mom threatened to do so and I’m worse off than that. She’s my only constant. I’d jump for her. Maybe she wants me to

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Anonymous deadshot.the.legend 12h

I wish she could see what she’s doing in my eyes. I tried to make it all stop 3 years ago. The knife was too dull otherwise id have succeeded.

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Anonymous #3 12h

Just cut her off and leave her dude she is destroying u

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Anonymous deadshot.the.legend 12h

My biggest issue is idk how to cope once I do or what I’ll do if I need help financially. Like I have a job and whatnot but shit happens and sometimes I need help and I’m scared to ask my S/O bc I don’t want him to judge me

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Anonymous #3 12h

Well I would try to keep yourself busy and not think about it

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Anonymous #3 12h

Also he won’t judge you if you cares about you because everyone needs help

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Anonymous deadshot.the.legend 12h

It just makes me feel ashamed of myself bc I feel like I should be able to do this myself but I can’t

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