just realized that I have hit a peak case of derealization, got so bad at a moment that i genuinely started questioning if I was alive … definitely bringing this up whenever I start therapy, it’s been constant since being in college
SAME. i used to be like this when i was a child with an abusive parent in the house. ever since my dad left my life it hasn’t been happening much. until i started college like a month ago and now it’s constantly.