
probably moving around a lot, being isolated and institutionalized in a hospital as a kid since I was a baby (incubator), also my general temperament and mentality ig? just turned 20 btw so haven’t had a friend since i was 8. it’s even worse now since i don’t have the background noise of my house and severe fomo…im very good at flirting and making fwb tho so idk + my only friend who i made last year ghosted me (after i accidentally ghosted her for my shitty mental health and she got super busy)