How do I get myself through an environment or requirements that are demanded but the methods and processes within them are counter-to and damages how my mind works?
Then rewards conformity and punishes uniqueness. It’s too standardized.
From what I was able to deduce, the issue is too much unstructured stress. Instead what I need is structured stress. Where I can learn and grow in a way that’s reinforcing, not tearing down. Basically like a sandbox.