idk what i’m feeling rn but it’s killing me. empty and numb yet emotions contents with physically hurts but and a need to feel understood but to scared to explain it to anyone cuz no one will get it and idk but i hate this. i hate bpd. make it stop
and also feeling like i’d be annoying telling it to someone cuz holy fuck i’m annoying like who wants a guy with bad mental health despite everything he’s doing to get better