
Oh hey Hook ‘em and all that. Honestly I get where you’re coming from and completely understand your point. But the problem is two fold for me. I’m a pretty outgoing person for the most part but at the tail end of senior year I had a massive depressive relapse and sort shut down for a while and haven’t really caught my stride since. This made me way more unwilling to put myself out there and so I missed out on most of the freshman year recruiting efforts
But sophomore year I tried changing that by getting into some stuff that interest me, however bc my college resume is so shoddy I can’t really impress anyone which compounds itself every semester as I’m expected to be involved in more and more stuff (like the whole can’t get an internship bc you have no job experience. Like the internship IS the experience but it’s still hard to get them)
But regardless it’s also just very hard to meet people. I know everyone’s experience is different but I’ve met plenty of people who are extremely unfriendly and judgmental so it’s difficult to form lasting friendships. And since I can’t make friends or tag along to org events I don’t rlly get to do anything