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I feel like my entire existence is a bad luck charm. Where when I am not involved things improve just for me to get plugged in and become vulnerable. Only for things to then come crashing down hard to punish me for existing and having needs.
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Anonymous 21h

It feels like something is trying to get my hopes up just for it to cause things to crash and tell me “haha look at you you little twerp” and my response makes me want to burn everything to the grown out of anger in addition to just taking myself out of life because I feel like a burden.

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Anonymous 21h

I also feel like I am not allowed to have good things.

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Anonymous 21h

Btw, I have already talked to 988 nearly 15 times this year alone.

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