
she’s a good therapist and i’ve worked with her for years atp and i don’t want to change. i’m not open to ideas to help. i’m so fucking tired of being tired. she can’t force me to accept help, and i’m hopeless. i have the stuff to do it. i just want to die and i don’t care about anything else anymore. i don’t care if i can get help, or if it’ll hurt people, or whatever. i wish people could understand how painful it is to suffer like this. i wish people could support my decision but no one does
I know how you feel, trust me, I’ve felt that way before. I know you’re sick of hearing it but it does get better. You will enjoy life again. You will be glad you didn’t kill yourself. It’s not that people don’t respect your desire, it’s that they know it won’t fix anything. There is always a way out that isn’t death