
Great then write about all of that. Your thoughts, perspectives, inner voice. If you're gonna off yourself, clearly you're special enough to emergency exit the game early, while everyone else carries out their life sentence. So you have to write everything out before you go. Show the intricacies of your mind. It can be EXTREMELY helpful for psychologists and the entire psych field. And for others in similar situations as yours too. You can save a life by writing about your own
However you want. For a rough draft it can just be a huge jumbled non-linear flow of core memories, notable instances, remarkable moments, dreams, perspectives, philosophies, views, beliefs, etc etc etc Then you edit and edit and edit Or you can plan it all out, chart out every chapter, whatever you want