Mental Health on Sidechat | I hate it when I’m reminded of what happened. When I start crying but I can’t stop myself from laughing when I don’t want to. I hate when I’m reminded only for it to all fade away leaving me feeling nothing again. I’m disgusted. I feel dirty. I wanna puke

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I hate it when I’m reminded of what happened. When I start crying but I can’t stop myself from laughing when I don’t want to. I hate when I’m reminded only for it to all fade away leaving me feeling nothing again. I’m disgusted. I feel dirty. I wanna puke

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I look in the mirror and I don’t recognize who I am anymore. All I can think of it the pain and the fear I felt at the time even when I’m on my meds and going to therapy. I just want to be normal even if I have to scrub my chest until it’s raw or listen to music to stop remembering the sound of screaming. My eyes are wide, tears run, my smile starts to twitch and I can’t blink or control myself